thanks to these people who tagged (:

i'm sorry for the stereotyping for the previous post.

i know you guys do care for me,

just that i get too upset sometimes ):

and start venting my anger.

love you guys (:

i asked some if they enjoyed going to school.
obviously the answer is no.
the only reason that make them feel like going to school is FRIEND.

i start to think,
i am quite closed up after being hurt by people whom you called as friend.

so are these friends really my real friend?
why can't i find the one that really touch me as a real friend,
or at least make me feel that you are very sincere to be my friend?

i told someone that, i prefer to go out with outside school friends.
it's true can .
these people don remind me of school LOL .
plus it's like,
what for go out with schoolmates when you see them in school like everyday?
i rather go out with friends which i rarely have the chance to meet.
the further we are, the closer i wanna to be with you guys =x

similarly, i am losing the PASSION is studies gradually,
which i don wanna it to happen ):
i wanna to find back my passion for learning, seriously ):

omg lah i got so many expired photos .
i think i shall just spam here._.
okay nvm another time LOL .

i know i had not been updating, hectic life i would say.

seriously, i dreaded of going to school nowadays.

it's not like when i am in sec/pri sch, where i still feel motivated to go to sch.

now i don.

i wanna to let go off everything,

but i know i can't.

PROBLEMS . i hate you .

mmm, i kinda of disappointed for not getting the CLEPS, even though my L1R5 raw was 11?

i can't find any reason to explain this, even though they say it stops at L1R5 raw of 13?

D: what's the problem, what's the reason? can anyone please tell me?

sometime i really feel tired of trying so hard but not getting any result .

i'm really freaking SICK of it .

LET GO, JUST LET IT GO .

eheheh! thanks you guys for all the votes !
the journey in sc now is only a start (:

oh yes oh yes, before today ends,
i shall just wish MARDS a happy birthday once again! ♥