停下脚步思考，
才发现，
有太多东西都被遗忘了。

那就像一场恶梦，
让我不知不觉地想起，
痛苦，
绝望的感觉。

眼泪，
为什么会有眼泪？
上帝给予我们眼泪的原因是什么呢？

cramps + diarrhoea = hell .
i'm simply feeling very sick today .
zzz .

recently had been kinda of unwell, or rather unlucky .
fell into the drain . bruises and scar everywhere .

the following pictures are disgusting, please do not scroll down if you don want to see LOL .

that's how my legs look like ROFL . AHHH D: den i go peel, okay lah look nicer -.-" LOL . AIYA I DUNNO LAH SHIT MAN LOL .

OKAY DON CARE . and yea, thanks xing xian for the kind intention AGAIN, despite the facts that i can't make it, even though i hope to grab the chance to relax myself D: sad seh . aiyaaa, fated not to be . LOL . WELL WELL . i go do my stuffs le :D

sooner or later, this blog is going to die? NOOO!!
but i am really busy with all my tutorials, assignments, tests, reading lecturer notes, exercise and even projects !
OH MY DEAR D:
but anyway,
a short update to say that,
i'm TRYING for student council.
meanwhile, CNNY is my considered as my cca because i am not officially in sc yet x.x
well, i had been thinking,
do i really have what it takes to be in sc?
will i be a good leader?
well, idk.
but i just try lor :x

omg omg omg omg omg .
don piss me off with that,
that's so so so so so disgusting,
omg omg omg omg omg .
you make me feel like going ewwwwwwwwww .
LOL .

omg omg omg omg omg .
i can't believe it LOL .
i believe you will have many stories to share,
and i will be waiting to hear ROFL .

omg omg omg omg omg .
too much thing don seems as it is on the surface .
so well,
you really make me go omg LOL .

hehehe ! thanks for all your valentine's present okayy ! x3 - alice, yili, yutze, eileen, lixian, jinxia and i can't rmb who x.x! tell me if i miss out ur name okay!

and yea, happy birthday peixuan ! x3

怕了，

累了，

我玩不起了。

mmm, my finalized course are the following .
my class is o933!!! 933 is my favourite RADIO STATION LOL .

LANGUAGE ELECTIVE (CHINESE) (H2)
GEOGRAPHY (H2)
MATHEMATICS (H2)
CHEMISTRY (H1)
GENERAL PAPER (H1)
PROJECT WORK (H1)
CHINESE (H1)

well, because i do not like H1 CHINA STUDIES IN CHINESE, i changed to H1 CHEMISTRY .
but well, i think i am putting myself at such a risk that i need to take H3 CHINESE , but i don mind, IF I CAN COPE :D

mmm, i heard that chinese studies is a 4 years course in university . oh well LOL . i really really wanna to get into a LOCAL UNI badly .

and yea, i think my subjects are pretty well choosen LOL . because i see a good balance between different areas, such as i have all MATHEMATICS, SCIENCE , LANGUAGES, HUMANITIES :D
well, bad or good, i dun care already LOL .

NOW, about CCA?

that was what i thought of ..

GUZHENG? OH PLEASE, i can't okay, because SYF IS IN MAY D: plus i have no music background, so although they might get gold this year .

CHOIR? maybe? if they need someone with a damn freaking high pitched voice . LOL . so thanks ah mummy, for inheriting me this high pitched voice! LOL !

SUTDENT COUNCIL . well they do planning and organising, which i actually quite like it, plus they are a bit like YE, so i like it even more LOL .

MEDIA BOARDCAST? well, my dream is to be DEEJAY ! :D

well well well . i am SUPER HIGH :D

HAHA . okay, sorry to the PEOPLE WHO I ALREADY TOLD THEM, BUT I AM SO GOING TO REPEAT THIS AGAIN .

if you had been reading my review of the book, 一个巴黎两个爱, you might have a better idea of it LOL . well, anyway, i like this book most, out of the 7 books which i bought from china ! :D

BUT MY POINT IS THIS, the author actually invited us to write an different ending to the book, so i wrote and send it ...
well and i got this ...
something that the author replied to my mail ...

Wan xin,

谢谢你的参与，你细腻的把故事连接回原文开端，并写了一个很有意思的结局。
我自己读着也很喜欢。 文笔不错，细腻并带着感情。 继续加油~！

我已经把文章片段放到握博客去了哦~！ 待结果揭晓时，会给你更详细的点评。：）

最后，谢谢你喜欢《一个巴黎两个爱》！

Regards，
若若

:D so the blog link is this page!
http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_4fc39c900100c8u8.html

okays, den mines is the one in GREEN :D

there are 2 other work being posted up by others in the link also :D

but seriously, i think my work is not really that good somehow? because i feel quite noob since this is the first time ever in my life to 投稿文章~
so i will work hard on it!

den this is one of the comment by a blog reader~

(2009-02-06 11:46:18)
P.S.the 3rd post happens to be MINES .

WELL, I AM LIKE FREAKING HAPPY LOL .
the whole story will be out when i am the finalist :D
HOW I WISH I AM!
it's hard i know LOL .
yili told me that part damn intriguing,
but i scare to return her with disappointment if she read my real ending LOL .

well, but i am glad for the recognition given . it's a good encouragement for me, a surprise for me too :D

thanks for all the encouragement .
I LOVE IT LOL :D
and i hope to hear more praise/comments for areas of improvement LMAO :x

OKAY! TIME FOR HOMEWORK :D

stress .

i can already feel the tremendous stress that i am going to face .

everyday waking up at 6.3oam won last, i know .

well, i buy printing ink till i broke le LOL .

still got a lot of things haven buy .

still got a lot of things which i need to adapt to .

still got a lot of things i need to learn .

the future seems a bit bleak?

well, idk .

but anyway, it feel great to see my darling minyan, banana elanie , janson, lesile and eugene today LOL .

well, ppl got homesick, i got PAST SICK .

mmm, people, take care okayys!

THE SURVIVAL GAME .

will i survive?

YES, I WILL TRY TO BE FOCUS ENOUGH TO SURVIVE .

time to learn to be independent :D

but never forget the importance of interdependency .

go go go, I KNOW I CAN MAKE IT .

I KNOW I CAN WIN THIS GAME WITH VICTORY .

because i am who i am :D

okay, seriously i am starting to like my school now, ESPECIALLY FOR THE FACTS THAT I AM IN CLEP :D

and the ah moh teacher who happen to be my TEMPORARY CLASS MENTOR, was actually the LEGEND TEACHER THAT KSS/MRS RAM rejected? okay, don deny he's handsome, BUT, as for how his history lesson gonna to turn out? GOD BLESS , I HAVE NO IDEA .

SO HE TALKED TO ME TODAY .
HE: HEY, I WAS ONCE TEACHING IN KSS!
ME: OH REALLY? I HAD NEVER SEEN YOU BEFORE!
HE: OH! BECAUSE I LEFT BEFORE YOU CAME! I LEFT IN 2004
ME: OH ICIC .

LOL? BUT I AM NOT TAKING HISTORY :D

eh, seriously CLEP DAMN COOL, because i can be both an art and science student :D that makes my subject combination pretty balanced, like secondary school :D and and and, got damn lot of scholarships, eg. if i get short-listed for this first schloarship, i will get 1000 bucks for 1 year, and dun need to pay school fees, BUT I DUNNO IF I AM THAT LUCKY . but anyway, if i take chinese related course in university, i will have 6000 bucks per year, and also of course, i don need to pay school fees LOL :D

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT , I REALLY MISS KRANJI A LOT LAH !

THAT SOT SOT MS LEONG,
THAT JOKE JOKE MRS RAM,
THAT FUNNY FUNNY MS YONG,
THAT SERIOUS SERIOUS MDM YONG,
THAT NICE NICE MR KAT,
THAT CRAZY CRAZY MR MALIK,
THE CUTE CUTE MS WONG,
THE GOOD GOOD MS KOH!

I MISS MY KRANJI FRIENDS TOO!

MY PARTNER AMY!
MY BESTIE SIMIN!
MY BEAR KWAI GA!
MY MEI JANICE!
MY KOR ERIC!
MY SUN NU PEIYEN, AILEEN, JAIME!
MY SUN ZI DEXTER!
MY NU ER GUAN YEOW!

AND MANY MANY MANY MANY MORE!

P.S. I KNOW I SKIP MY PE LESSON TODAY, BUT I AM HAVING A BAD STOMACH CRAMP, I SWEAR . i was even having cold sweat LOL .

today SUCKS? or MAYBE NOT? but i guess i will stick with NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE :D

BUT THE BEST NEWS OF THE DAY, THE LORONG CHUAN MRT STATION IS OPENING IN MAY ! IT ROCKS I TELL YOU YAY I LOVE IT . LOL . IT WILL SAVE MY TIME SO MUCH :D THANKS GOD FOR THAT .

AND AND , I WANT TO THANK TO THIS SUPER GOOD MENTOR OF MINES, WHO IS ACTUALLY MY PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER, MR JONATHAN KUA .

SORRY FOR THE DUMB MISTAKE, IT'S ACTUALLY MR JOHNSON KUA . OMG, *throw face*

and mind you, he is my PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHER, and he only taught me for 1 YEAR , that's like PRIMARY 5 [we were the first batch he taught], which is already like at least 5 years ago le. [how many of you are still in contact with your primary school teacher? it's hard, isn't it?]

BUT YET, HE'S ALWAYS CONCERNED ABOUT US, and he gave me a lot of encouragements and advices to help me do well in the future . THANKS FOR SETTING MY MIND AT EASE, especially when my parents know nothing about my studies, and i have no slibings plus i am inexperienced, i am GRATEFUL FOR HIS GREAT HELP to put my indecesive mind at ease, seriously .

A BIG THANKS FOR YOU OKAY . AND I AM FINALLY POSTING UP A DECENT POST ON YOU ON MY BLOG, SO SMILE :D

P.S. HOPE THAT I CAN GET YOU THE PHOTO WITH MY UNIFORM SOON :D

awww ! HELL STARTS TML .

waking up @ 5.30am everyday. god damn, i am so going to die LOL .

i remembered that there was once i woke up at 7 am in the morning, and ran all the way to my secondary school, AND I WAS NOT LATE . LOL, and yea, for the 4 whole years in my secondary school, I AM NOT NOT NOT NOT LATE ;x

AND DAMN IT, i guess IT WILL BE HARD to be this lucky AGAIN, considering i need 1 hour and 15 min to reach my JC D: but maybe, i can create a MIRACLE? LOL .

AND PLEASE, the day i am having A level, DON EVER EVER LET THIS KIND OF STUPID THING HAPPEN TO ME . other days, I DON CARE .

and sad sad sad sad! NO MORE SLEEP LATE LATE AT NIGHT . NO MORE CHATTING WITH FRIENDS AT MIDNIGHT . NO MORE HOLIDAYS . NO MORE SLACKING LIFE . NO MORE BEING A MIDNIGHT FRIEND LOL . NO MORE SHOPPING ALL DAY ROUNDS . NO MORE GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS ALL DAY ROUND . NO MORE NORE NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE !

MORE MORE MORE STRESS . HOMEWORK . STUDIES . TROUBLES . OH GAWR WHAT IS THIS, I DON WANT EVERYTHING TO END SO SOON ! OKAY SO I AM GONNA TO MUG HARD FOR MY A LEVEL TO ENJOY THE 8 MONTHS HOLIDAY WITHOUT ANY FEARS LOL .

and my friends including my dear, my honey, my ah boy, my darling, my bear, I WILL MISS GOING OUT WITH YOU ALL SUPER LOADS, I SWEAR . MEET OUT SOMETIME SOON OKAYS?

okay okay , i saw this on someone else blog, and i found it really interesting . let's take a look LOL .

Here's the light bulb joke for JCs. Credits to the original producer.

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker.
(Hmmmm? *raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

LOL! i need sleep now! GOODNIGHT :D